Forever it shall be.

it’s been awhile aye. the 3 months worth of holidays kept me busy with camps, trips and seminars.

there is too much to write about the whole of the holiday. but just so you know, i am surviving, alhamdulillah.

whatever i came across yesterday shall come to pass slowwwwly. i’ll manage it and survive through, insyaAllah. Allah is great. sesungguhnyer, this challenge and hurdle is placed in the strategic timing. im starting school and it will keep me busy for the next 6 weeks at least. and at the end of the 6 weeks, it’d be 10 weeks of jammed packed practicum. thus, i will be occupied and i will have lesser time to worry and think about that thing, hopefully.

something a couple of sisters did for me yesterday moved me deeply. and i am recording this down because i want to read it in the future and be glad that i stuck with them. 

so they attempted to find my house yesterday, all in the name to cheer me up. but the most hilarious part of it all is that, they cant recall/dont know my unit. so they went to a few levels only to find different units (one has christmas tree). they called a few people but still ended up at the wrong units.

ive never switched off my phone or rather i rarely do so. but things were too overwhelming yesterday that i just wanted to get away from the world. and so i switched off my phone. apparently, just a few minutes i got it switched off, they tried calling me. oh wells.

they even tried calling my house but hang up because they were afraid as it was too late. so to end off the story, they didnt get to fulfill their mission of surprising me. but when they told me about it just now, i teared. that is how far these sisters would go just to see another happy. or at least to be there.

for that, may Allah bless your efforts and this ukhwwah we share. i would not trade this for anything at all. and to those who were concerned, i am surviving and coping, insyaAllah. thanks for the concern and prayers! <3